Sunday, March 10, 2013

"Getting Back to Basics"


I have been away for awhile.  I would normally say not by choice but when you think about it...I had a choice.  I have been battling health issues and I made the choice to allow them to hold me back...I    could have easily said that no matter what...I have a purpose and most of it depends on me giving back to others.
So much has gone through my mind and so many thoughts have been illuminated to my spirit.  Those things that I know were suppose to be for someone else.  Someones growth, peace and healing missed their watering because I failed to use the power in me to help you release the power in you!
Now don't get me wrong...I am not a failure but I am human so I am flawed...as a matter of fact we all are.  I recognize that life has been conceived in me and it is time to give birth to those things.  I also understand that during birth these are perilous times as one must travail and labor if they desire to bring and nurture the things that God has conceived in you.  However life must come forth and if we try to make things happen before time we can suffer from a premature birth and if we try to avoid going into labor when we know it is time then its possible we can suffer a retarded birth.
I am full term...I am in position...my water is broken...I am pushing...now here it comes....a new LIFE!
My new life still includes me fighting and advocating for victims of sexual abuse/assault but it also includes me mentoring and educating young women to become women of worth and wisdom.  I will always  take care of myself but I am also going to do what I am called to do until I can't do it anymore.  Yes I have been through a lot in my life but it was not for void...it was for someone else.  I must give all of me...I must remain transparent...I must raise and nurture this baby.
Here I am...not for fame or glory...but for me and you!
I'm getting back to basics and I am so looking forward to writing and talking more...join me as I raise my child!

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